Try as I may time and time again too tight for comfort
confronted by my own shadows demons negative thoughts actions and consequences. I push the barrier between myself and what i am trying to get to. It resists naming and viewing although I know it is there. I want to make a change although I don't quite know what it is I want change for the better but I don;t quite know how I know it must be transformative but it is in the realm of the unknown I want to bring it into light and see it or invent it. I want to plumb the depths of a rich learning experience
